
“Knowing something & truely believing it is completly different.”
Someone may know who Jesus Christ is, but not believe in Him… Believing in Him is called faith. Mine shattered when I arrived in Honduras and saw the faith of those people. Everything I had believed so deeply in, rooted my life in; I no longer knew exactly what it was. I never doubted Jesus Christ or who He was; but within that, I just was so confused. Before Honduras, I was so sure of what my faith was, I knew I could continue to deepen my relationship with Him, no doubt! But what I thought I had as faith before I arrived, was all gone when I met those awesome people! There worship was true, it was pure, it was not self-seeking. I am not positive I can say that my worship is always that, I want it to be, I desire it to be; but my selfish desires and sinful nature doesnt always allow me to fully do that. Even now, being back two days from my life-changing, faith-changing adventure; I am confused, my heart and mind have not quite comprehended what happened, what I witnesses and what touched me personally and how its affecting me! I know that is normal, but man! Its crazy! I am pursing God & attempting to rebuild my faith one step at a time :]
Peace&Love